| well.... it has been almost a year.. and i am not just able to say life has changed. so here I go Billy and I got back together at the begining of last year and things were great. we fought very little and only hit a few bumps. We went on spring break to his house in VA again and had a very wonderful time. I made one BIG mistake part way through April but he forgave me and we jumped right back on track. We were very happy until the summer. Once again... we broke up. This time however it was not his fault. I started working at Woodruff scout camp and a met a ton of new people. I started to change physically and mentally. I lost alomost 20 lbs learned I have what is called IBS and became a happier person over all. The people that I got to know really changed my life. My feelings for billy started to fade and slowly I realized that atleast while I was at camp it was not going to workout. I broke up with him and it was a total shock to him, our families and friends. I began to date a guy at camp named Jason. And Billy began to date a girl named Jessie. Jason and Jessie we both good to us and we enjoyed the relationships but when we came to school and jason was 5 hours away and jessie was something like 8 we realized it would not work. at this time billy and are still working things out. Taking our time and really seeing if things will work the way we want them to. ~Megan |
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| LIFE IS FABULOUS! I think after all i have been through since summer
started saying that things are fabulous should be all i have to say. i
am happier than i have ever been in my entire life and i do not think
things will be going down hill any time soon by the looks of it.
all the love in the world-
MEG
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| It really drives me up a wall that I can not just STAY happy. I really wish I could not have to worry about things switching on me so fast. I could be in the best mood EVER. Than one small thing will happen and I will flip out. Then there I am wanting to just die. Half the time I don't even know what I am so upset about. I just want to sleep.. and cry.. and sleep some more. When I am upset I just want to lay down and sleep for days until the pain passes by.
she broke down the other day you know
some things in life may change
but some things they stay the same
like time
there's always time
on my mind
so pass me by
i'll be fine
just give me time
~Meg |
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| WELL... another day has come and gone...stress has grown and i am ten times as tired as i was yesterday. People care about me and love me.. my friends look out for me. But i feel like something is missing is my everyday life. I am constantly sad and i don't know where to turn. Help me |
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| Cause what i give to you... Is just what i'm going through... This is nothing new... No just another phase of finding.. What i really need... Is what makes me bleed... Like a new disease... Volcano's melt you down.
~Meg |
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